Once Again...I'm Gonna Do This Thing

I'm saying it again. I'm going to start blogging regularly.

This time I'll really try to stick with it. Of course I will. Just like I did the last time. It's difficult for me to write. Actually, it's emotionally painful. I'm a perfectionist gone off the rails. I constantly fight a compulsion to go back...to constantly proofread and re-do. Of course this would improve my writing, but if I give in I'll never get anything written at all.

I'm not "normal" and I never will be. But I still need to express myself even as though I were normal. Here I can gather my thoughts and parcel them out as clearly and as well as I can.

Once again, welcome to all..to anyone who wants to share the journey.